Size Forty One

“I feel numb”, you would probably say, “you should go out and get some exercise”. No, not that kind of numbness, numbness of heart and spirit. You know that feeling when you pray in expectation of something, you don’t see the results, so you just stop. Or the one where you expect a situation to change, it doesn’t and you just stop feeling it. It’s the human way of adapting to unchanging and difficult situations.

Few weeks ago, I was tired of hearing about the Coronavirus. I turned off the news, turned off my phone, and I stopped praying about it. My prayers did not cease immediately, it was gradual, but when they ceased, I realized that there was a problem.

Why? Because I still cared about the frontline workers and their families, I cared about the families who were grieving their loved ones, I cared about the government officials…

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